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Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
8:02 am	Greetings friends and fiends: just to let you know Saru and I are moving to: http://www.livejournal.com/users/black_traitor/ we are just moved in and getting unpacked...and..oh shit, OK, its just a dream, OK?? Saru ISNT really waiting for me under the sheets, OK, happy???? Godammit. anyways, if anyone still loves us, please switch allegiances to our new Journal of Madness - Black Traitor ( black_traitor ) Current Mood: excited Current Music: ANIMAL *FUCK like a BEAST* **WASP** (Go Down to Saruman!)
Monday, August 16th, 2004
1:25 pm	Screaming at the window Watch me die another day Hopeless situation Endless price I have to pay Sanity now it's beyond me there's no choice Diary of a madman Walk the line again today Entries of confusion Dear diary I'm here to stay Manic depression befriends me Hear his voice Sanity now it's beyond me There's no choice A sickened mind and spirit The mirror tells me lies Could I mistake myself for someone Who lives behind my eyes Will he escape my soul Or will he live in me Is he trying to get out or trying to enter me Voices in the darkness Scream away my mental health Can I ask a question To help me save me from myself Enemies fill up the pages Are they me Monday till Sunday in stages Set me free DIARY OF A MADMAN Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: The Treason Of Isengard (4 Violent Istar Orgasms | Go Down to Saruman!)
10:54 am	UPSETTING- my poor baby FROM THE LATEST NEWS OF THE EE: VERY VERY SAD.... http://www.hdr-see.de/neue_seite_4_e.htm Something I really hope, is that Gandalf is not portrayed as a heartless asshole, when Saruman ***dies*** in the books, we get a clear view of his compassion and all that, but in the movies, he is much less..."kindhearted" and merciful. ***like in beating up Denethor, etc... I would be really pissed if he has no emotion to seeing his friend- now enemy- of two thousand years dying horribly before his eyes. =( Current Mood: sad Current Music: Tainted Love- Soft Cell (8 Violent Istar Orgasms | Go Down to Saruman!)
8:18 am	The ROTK TEASER CLIP *** in case anybody didn't see it yet...please right click to download... and don't "direct link"... http://melissamagick.com/images/MVI_0662.avi it STARTS with Saruman's last stand on Orthanc- KILLER!!!! Current Mood: anxious (Go Down to Saruman!)
Sunday, August 15th, 2004
9:39 pm	OMFG: check this site out IF SARUMAN AND I RAN A STORE... http://www.divine-interventions.com/ (6 Violent Istar Orgasms | Go Down to Saruman!)
Saturday, August 14th, 2004
11:41 pm	(9 Violent Istar Orgasms | Go Down to Saruman!)
Sunday, August 8th, 2004
5:51 pm	***SUPER RARE LOTR download LINK!! ***THE FIRST "BLOOPER" download at this site has some PRICELESS SHIT!!!! Saruman cussing "I can't get up the goddam steps"- and Gandalf and Sam in a hilarious tussle!!!!!! http://elflady.com/legolasgreenleaf/multimedia/lotrclips.htm BE SURE to right click download at the Site, and don't direct link...thanks!!!! Current Mood: excited (4 Violent Istar Orgasms | Go Down to Saruman!)
Monday, July 26th, 2004
6:23 pm	Here's the LINK to my UPLOAD...ROTK EE teaser!! TRY THIS- RIGHT CLICK to download!!! http://melissamagick.com/images/MVI_0662.avi Current Mood: accomplished (Go Down to Saruman!)
5:33 pm	re: ROTK EE- site crashed?? I am FTP-ing the AVI file to my Web Site. I hope to have it on there soon!! Thank God I downloaded it when I could!! (Go Down to Saruman!)
8:06 am	LOVE... (2 Violent Istar Orgasms | Go Down to Saruman!)
Sunday, July 25th, 2004
6:17 pm	Twenty Five Thousand Istar Orgasms later... ROTK EE AVI CLIP!!!!!! ****If any of you might be interested in getting a VIDEO CLIP of the EE ROTK Comic Con stuff: It's an AVI file (32MB) and you can download it from here: http://www.mathoms.net/MVI_0662.avi or here: http://www.warofthering.net/MVI_0662.avi OMIGOD OMIGOD OMIGOD Saruman tells 'em to stick it... ***LOVE*** ***DIE*** Current Mood: drained (3 Violent Istar Orgasms | Go Down to Saruman!)
5:52 pm	OMFG - check out this site!!!!!!!!!! ROTK EE clips!! OMIGOD!!!! Still photo clips of ROTK EE DVD!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.hdr-see.de/news.htm (Go Down to Saruman!)
Sunday, July 18th, 2004
1:20 pm	FRAUD OF THE RINGS: funny shit http://cartoons.sev.com.au/Sev-Space/Fraud-of-the-Rings/ I love the Saruman and Grima's!!!!!!!! (Go Down to Saruman!)
1:09 pm	Your LJ Perfect Date LJ Username Gender femalemaleumm, lemme check Mood happyhornysadangrynotalgicannoyedother Choose a random word Your Perfect Date Error You have dinner at an Indian restauratn Afterwards you go to a carnival Your date asks you for your hand in marriage You say *evil laugh* Chance you will get lucky - 6% This quiz by akasha82 - Taken 5611 Times. </a> New! Get Free Horoscopes from Kwiz.Biz ERROR??? I KNEW it!!!!!!!! well they got the EVIL LAUGH RIGHT... (Go Down to Saruman!)
11:32 am	Morima...a belated B-Day present... Baby, this one's for you. Surprise ending. WARNING: Gandalf lovers - this doesn't end so good for poor old Gandy... http://www.melissamagick.com/ironfistofmercy.html (3 Violent Istar Orgasms | Go Down to Saruman!)
11:31 am	UCAUTION IN THE INTEREST OF SAFETY IT IS ADVISABLE TO KEEP NODAWNFORMEN AWAY FROM FIRE AND FLAMES. Username: From Go-Quiz.com (Go Down to Saruman!)
Friday, July 16th, 2004
5:54 pm	MACABRE links posted at NO DAWN FOR MEN Where is everybody??????? updated the web site AGAIN- with some REALLY intense links... for those of you who like TRUE MACABRE- see http://www.melissamagick.com/rasputins_penis.html Current Mood: accomplished (2 Violent Istar Orgasms | Go Down to Saruman!)
8:07 am	In a different mood, and a different angle... Gandalf muses on a situation... http://www.melissamagick.com/SleepofAngels.html Current Mood: sad (Go Down to Saruman!)
Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
9:48 pm	Website updated- Music from TTT ( Uruk Hai ) http://www.melissamagick.com UPDATED: new fiction - new Saruman pix on front page!!!- added new music- I think its better... Current Mood: artistic (Go Down to Saruman!)
5:34 pm	PERFECTION Le Curunir Exquisite Current Mood: hot (Go Down to Saruman!)